the magic of truth

don't be a hypocrite.
be urself.if they cannot accept you as what you are..it's their lost..=)

movie marathon

i had a good time watching movies with him.we did watch The Storm Warriors and Couples Retreat..14Disember2009,its a movie marathon day.the longest dating day i ever had...thank you so much..love you..=)

hope there will be a next time ya sayang...lalala...full stop.

now focusing on present working.looking for new career.new house.setting new wish for the NEW YEAR 2010..=)

REMEMBER?TOGETHER (I DO LOVE) FOREVER...

13Disember2009 was the day that I'll remember FOREVER.it has been a very long time..all of us didn't spend time together due to our own life of studying.working.courses undertaking and other stuffs.we went to Sunway Lagoon theme park, then we had a big dinner.TOGETHER as a family.

but i reliazed that somehow, as a grown up girl.I didn't enjoy my sunway lagoon day, because my brother and I had to babysit 5 kids which are our cousins, niece and nephew. after a few hours we were trying hard to take control of this kids..we are given up.we went to the amusement park and did played few stuffs like roller coaster...boring..because all this stuffs are remain the same like 13 years back at my kiddy time.they were not thrilled at all..please take note about this..=p

I spend most of the time taking photos of each moment we had.but somehow, they didn't like to take photos as much as I love it..=p

At the same day, I missed the gathering of my ex-broadcasting classmates.I miss them so much.but somehow,i choosed to be with my family instead of hanging out with them.You guys have no idea how much I love to see you guys..hope there will be the second one guys..dying waiting.=p

I missed my family already.without them I'll never stand tall like what I'm doing right now.they are my backbones.they are my souls and my pririoty.sometimes, I did misjudge, I did mistakes, but I always be ready to make it right again.I DO.LOVE you ibu, ayah, bangah, arin, adik..not forgotten.mama,makngah and cikma.and the kids.=)

p/S for those enemies, this is a reminder for you.never ever think that you can break my heart.you will never get the chances. but, even you made it,REMEMBER..I still have the soul.wink!

kau bila lagi??

this was a cliche moment when people asking you when will u get married at the wedding day of your families or your friends..the only sentences that pop up from my mouth was..wait for 5 years time, then i'll get married.

im not rude.im not saying that i never thought about this matter..but i have no plan at all..apprently, my life is still not stable yet..pufftt!!i have to work hard to earn money, then i have to save it all..i have to push up to the unlimit efforts to be in their shoes..give me time.give me space.

ok.lets move on step by step.stage by stage.then we'll see how..im a normal girl with a normal life with an extraordinary goal..let's see how far it can goes..

hey,im not sad.im just wondering how many weddings i'll have to attend and how many times the question will be asked.huhu!=p

ask MYSELF?

what exactly do I want in my life?
for me, I want my happy family to be together,always, for eternity.
I want my friends to be happy and we'll stick together for good and for bad.
opsss!!
that were typical thoughts I had when people ask me directly.

but for reality, what do I want in my life is..my life. i want it to be AWESOME.I want my own house, my successful career and even luxury stuff. I want everything to be peaceful according to my plan.full of love and happiness. and I have all ALLAH forgiveness for all my sins that I keep doing it even if I know its wrong..totally..

the reality sucks right???!lets get back to the story script!

bubbling.blup.blup!

EEEP 2009

each of word that is spoken in Malay, AJ will charge us 10 cent. was it helping me out to speak in English always rather than Malay. well,i don't know.Maybe not. Because whenever AJ is not around, i will speak in Malay because one quality that i don't have is discipline. I know that I really wanted to join this program because I want to speak English. but I wasted it.YA..I know..I need to improve more on my skill of effective communication. OWH HOW I LOVE TO SPEAK!

I have been living here about 4 weeks and I knew deep inside of my heart, I had some improvement. Now, I have guts to speak and even guts to make mistake so that I can learn fast. I learned a lot. and thank you to my beloved friend zaid, he is the reason I'm here. Thank you to people that understand my needs. I love this program. EEEP. I'm glad because we are the first batch of this program.

Since, I realize that the time fly very fast and I will miss all this..I have to get back to my old post. I even don't submit the script because of I have lots of task here.BOS must be mad by now.SAVE ME YA ALLAH!=p

In a nutshell, no matter how much I will miss this all..,for now, I have to leave..I must...