random feeling

im here..far away from family, my beloved friends and my sayang..
but somehow,here. i felt something different..i should have knew that i need time for myself.

no work,no presure.im not running away from my problem..i just need a space..i miss them..but i can't go back now..i have to let myself enjoying my zero-pressure moment.this is my random feeling.if people asked me what i want right now..i want a big blueberry cheesse cake...i want to kick ppl's butt!!JUST FOR FUN!!hehe!=p